I thought I lost my computer

I left my computer at the Indian lunch buffet yesterday. It was there when I went back. 

Yesterday I talked to an old friend. I miss him and I miss the life I used to have, I don't mean a romantic partnership. I don't have one of those right now and I don't want one. But I want to feel comfortable and safe, like I have what I need and I will keep having what I need, like the life I had when we used to be friends.

I am happy that I don't have an apartment payment or any bills but I also don't have a place. It's not a big deal to me, I have enough cash to where I could get a hotel or even put money down on an apartment. But there is nothing worth where I am right now. I'd rather be in the mountains or out west. I can make money where I am and I think I'll stay patient.